A thankless task.

A thankless task.
I get more whining and grumpiness instead of appreciation.
What do I do this for?
If I am not on Your side, why do I bear this?
Why do I keep silent amidst unfairness?
Why do I don't allow myself to pay revenge?
For You, o Lord.
You Yourself has shown it to me.

Now I know a little bit why becoming a Christian matters.
I can do good things because of You.
When I do some things that I don't have to do.
I need a reason.
And the reason is You.