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Saat bersalam-salaman di gereja, orang di belakangku
ga mau salam denganku, walaupun ku menyodorkannya.

Ya sudah, ini bukan orang yang penting di hidupku, jadi
ngga terlalu kupikirkan.

Hanya pesan untuk orang yang bukan Kristen yang memikirkan
mungkin gereja adalah tempat yang semua orangnya
berteman dan damai. Itu tidak begitu, hanya ketika kita
sampai surga maka semuanya saling berdamai. Gereja adalah
kumpulan orang2 berdosa yang diselamatkan Tuhan.

Kenapa kamu lebih baik jangan kasih kado ke cewe, kalau
kamu jenis orang sepertiku:

Cewe itu nyebelin, kalo kamu kasih kado,
dia akan berpikir "kado ini kurangnya ini, ini, ini"
Dia tidak berpikir kado itu suatu pemberian.
Dipikirnya kado adalah suatu keharusan yang
kalau tidak sesuai maunya dia akan melihat kekurangannya.

>>2160
Wellllll,

I give up

I think i better to be a 100% cuek
person to a normal girl.

I can never satisfy a normal girl
if I try to do something a normal man would do.

Maybe it is better for me to be treated as
an ignorant man rather than a
"can still improve" man, where "can still improve"
means to be a normal man.

I think I will still be abnormal man (still loved by God)

if you can't get what you want in the real world,  just sleep and dream
and get whatever you want inside your dream.

unfortunately the real world is shared among all people,
so please get what you want in your private dream world and you will be satisfied.

if you can't get real people to do as you wish, then create the people of your liking,
all inside your dream! isn't dream given to you so that you have a chance to create your own world?

>>2162
I am creating a dream. In my dream I have a friend. I can have coffee with him anytime we want to meet and talk. There is no restrictions and worries. In my dream, people don't feel jealousy, people don't judge, people trust each other, understand each other, think good things about others. In my dream we can be naif like children, and play freely with whoever we wants. There is no gender or age barrier. In my dream, people say hallo, but never goodbye.

Seperti halnya sinar matahari muncul saat matahari terbit
demikianlah sinar itu akan hilang saat terbenam.

Today might be the day that an event 2 years ago repeats itself.

i.e. When 3 people meet together and A expects B to be with A but
B is more likely to be with C.

nice is a program found on Unix and Unix-like operating systems such as Linux....
A niceness of −20 is the highest priority and 19 is the lowest priority.

I was wondering for years why the higher the priority is, the lower the "nice number" is.

Turns out that when the "nice number" of a process is high, it means the process is "nice" to
other processes, i.e. it lets other processes run more importantly than itself.